Relay for Life '09 and Internship

So, I was in Relay for Life '09 event last night because I was one of the crews there. Which was supposedly the graphic designer but ended up being some worker around there.

Okay, I wasn't very fond with the management, which is the event company I'm working with. All I can say is, there's only one full-time staff. Other details, you can actually figure out and also why there's only one full-time staff. There are 5 interns including me. 3 not getting paid. 2 getting paid because they are foreign students. :) So...abusing interns. I don't know how much they get paid but this is what pisses me off, they get to come in whenever they wants, go out whenever they like, not appearing in the office whenever they wish to! Not only that, they are like super damn free. They come in, play facebook, play MSN, Y!Msger and then go back. Not that I don't do that, but not the whole day man.

So, then I had sleepless night this week because of the stupid fucking idiot client from NCSM that wants to change this and change that and yada yada yada. Ok fine. That's GDer, I know.

THEN... it comes to this, Relay for Life event, be there at 8am till 10am. Not 2 hours ya... 26 FUCKING HOURS! So I had a big huge fight with my mum 'bout this and she said she want to sue the company and bla bla bla... That leads to a personal problem it seems. I need to talk to my supervisor.

Then, I thought of maybe like going at 1pm on Saturday because I really need my rest. It's been like sleepless night doing what that client wants. But guess what happened on SATURDAY MORNING at 7AM, had a call to go there now? Nah... I wasn't being called to be there on time but INSTEAD, I was called to DESIGN another signage. OH MY FUCKING GOD! Yesterday was so hectic! *I'll leave what happen on Friday to myself because it's just too much to talk about it...* The printer was like already shouting that we must not do something like this. This is too last minute. The event is in like 6 hours and you need to PRINT another signage?! There you go, I get lectures for something I didn't do, not once, not twice but more than that. So much for the "1pm-on-Saturday" thingy. My time to rest... :(

I called Sin Nee to go with me cause I know I'll be like damn bored, because you know why? I shouldn't be there in the first place, maybe yes, to confirm all the designs, the banners, the buntings are in the correct place. There. Job finished. Can I go now? NO! Stay there and DAYDREAM! Sin Nee was there until around 5pm then I fetched her back because I feel sorry for her because she was like so lost, supposedly to come with Yit Mey so at least one doesn't feel left off if I'm like busy, and she had to pay RM10 just for the event. No bloody idiots told me about that. Not even the company. So much for an event company that is managing this event right? And from then onwards, I realized the true meaning of good friends. *refer to my previous post*

*skips a lot of unnecessary details about me being bored the whole day*

At around 4am, all of us was worned out. Then the damn bloody 'kedekut' boss asked us to go back for a shower and come back in 2 hours time. HELLO? You think I stay at where? 2 minutes drive from here? 20 fucking minutes okay, and only if I speed! Then he went already, left me and the full-time staff, Sheena. So we bitched... And I suddenly recall, where's one of the intern,Shima, that gets paid? I asked Sheena, she told me she didn't come for the event.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

An intern that gets paid, doesn't need to do anything in the office and coming in and out whenever she likes -VERSUS- An intern that doesn't get paid instead pay to get work, do everything about on the designs of the whole event and coming in and out right on time.

I get PWNED nicely!

Come on, this is so not fair right? What the hell is this? I straight away went home after finding out the TRUTH!

These are the photos I took yesterday on my designs.


The stage with the big backdrop. There's a second backdrop and surprisingly it was not USED! How convenient as that backdrop is one of the last few items to be CONFIRMED.


The 'Welcome Banner' in front of the stadium.


The Saturday-7A.M. design. I recieved a SMS from the middle-man which is the forwarded message from the client.

"Can Whiz do this quickly? > LUPA BUAT GARDEN SIGN! can help? not so serious.. colourful.."

If I were the person who recieve this, I will definately decline. Because the printer already said no last minute work and he cannot make it on time if we were to print anything extra. You 'LUPA BUAT GARDEN SIGN!', so what? TGK MUKA I, ADA I KESAH?



The Notice Board. I was not happy with the final output. This is what happen when you want to SAVE COST.


You can see there are so many bulges. Overlapping stickers. My god, I feel so unappreciated for my own design. "YOU" want to save cost also don't need to save until this extend. Can also print it on material like the Photowall which is flawless.


From the left : Suresh, Elisa and Benny.

This is the Photowall, one of the worst things to do among all designs. You need to make sure that you measure all the logos in the same size and supposedly, all logo must have the exact same number, but the middle-man between me and the fucking client said just leave it. If need to have the exact numbers, then we need Mathematician. My Mathematics sucks OK!

Look at the Photowall, half of it is abit grey-ish right? And guess what, I was the one to be blame because my AI file may have abit grey on it. Fucker, the file is in one AI file, one Artboard, and WHITE BACKGROUND! How the fuck would it be my problem? Use common sense la, Boss, it's so obvious the base of the Photowall is grey or even black.

I was so bored, and I actually call another person to come and teman me, but that person didn't come, so that also leads to what I finally realized is just a friend instead of a good friend. *refer to my previous post*

The only thing I was happy about the WHOLE event is meeting my favourite singer JACLYN VICTOR. And out of 26 hours, which is actually 22 hours. I was happy for 10 minutes. Worth it? Nah... I don't think so. I can meet her anytime I want for goodness sake.

This ends my blabbers about the event and the company.
I e-mailed Ms Clare for an appointment tomorrow as I need to talk to her about all these problems as I'm facing financial problems, personal problems such as my mum is not happy with all these and not forgetting about FAIRNESS!

The true definition of...

a best friend and a friend.

From Gan Jay Han's dictionary of life...

Friend - Someone who might misuse you as their slave when they need you but when you need them, they are no where to be found. Even if you found them, reasons will be given to be excused for not helping you. Some which are not even reasonable to be excused. They are also the one that doesn't appreciate you when you help them. That's just friend.

As a summary,
When they need you,
You're there for them,
But when you need them,
They are nowhere to be found.

Best friend - Someone who cares for you, who suffer with you, who is happy when you are happy, who is sad when you are sad, who will cheer you up whenever you're down, who help you through various obstacles that you can not go through. Someone who also remembers the deed you did for them and waiting for their chance to pay back. That's a best friend.

As a summary,
When they need you,
They'll appreciate you the most,
And whenever you need them,
they are always there for you.

I've just change my perspective of viewing a person.
A few people had been dropped off from my list of these two categories.
I'm very sorry, but this is what you get for treating me this way.
And I'll just treat you guys back the same.
It's KARMA, what goes around, comes around. Thanks

Selamat Tinggal

This song's lyric totally express what I want/need/about/hope to say...

Kata akhir selamat tinggal
Keputusanku bukan kejutan
Inilah yang terbaik buat diriku dan dirimu
Kini kau bebas pergi

Usah ditanya mengapa
Kau tahu jawapannya
Usahlah lagi kau berpura pura
Muakku dengan sikapmu
Yang tidak pernah jujur
Permainkan hati dan perasaan
Ku lepaskan kau pergi

Jangan cuba kau merayu
Tiada lagi peluang sudah terlewat

Usah ditanya mengapa
Kau tahu jawapannya
Usahlah lagi kau berpura pura
Muakku dengan sikapmu
Yang tidak pernah jujur
Permainkan hati dan perasaan

Biarku tanggung semuanya
Dari hidup merana
Ku doakan kau bahagia dengannya
Ku lepaskan kau pergi
Ku lepaskan kau pergi
Selamat tinggal

*edited*

I found this person's blog with the same lyrics on it...
I would like to quote each and every word that was written there.

"it is soooooooo hard to let go of a friend whom you have decided to sayang with all your heart.. eventhough aku penah kata yg aku sayang semua sahabat aku walau apa jua perangai diorang, tapi aku tak leh tahan yg ni... it hurts so much.. i have to let all this go... for my sake.. tak apa kalau dia tak pernah appreciate persahabatan kitorang.. aku tak tau dia ni faham ke tak maksud sahabat.. mungkin aku hanya seorang kawan biasa untuk dia.. so, mana laa dia nak kisah perasaan aku kan.."

Digital Imaging - Assignment

Fashion Shot





Product Shot



Glamour Shot



Food & Beverages Shot

Trying Out...

I just tried out some portrait shot with my "spotlight". It doesn't seem to work, I wonder why... Not enough lighting? Probably it's just because there's only one light source.

These photos had been photoshop-ed to enhance the emo feel.


She's saying : Two Boyfriends are better than One...


Thinkin'... 'bout life...


"Why do I live life this way?"


The next photo is not photoshop-ed, some things are just best to leave it that way.


"What should I do?"

All those photos above has this kind of lighting, but those 3 that I photoshop-ed, the lighting is not really as nice as this one...

Arghhhh... How am I going to shoot the Fashion shot and Personality shot?

Back and Better!

Yuuu huuu... I'm back....


Guess this time, I'll post more photos instead of babbling about my atrocious life where I go emo and stuff like that. I'll keep them to myself like how some of you keep it to yourself. Some things are just better to keep them.


Went IKEA last few days and bought a table lamp with a spotlight-light-bulb (I don't know what you called it...), but it's incandescent light bulb, I want those fluorescent light bulbs, white lights... and guess what, fluorescent light bulbs cost 20X more than the incandescent ones. Gosh... RM100, say bye-bye...


Anyways, I’m quite happy with it, I sort of "picked" up a mini studio. It’s so cool, I never liked Digital Photography, ‘cause it’s outdoor and I hate outdoor.


I fell in love with Studio Photography... It’s just so cool...


These are a few photos from my “Mini Studio”, they are also part of my second Digital Imaging assignment.


Bubble Gums - Bubbly Bubble Gums


Sweets and Candies - Sweety Sweets Candies.


Bowl with Fruit-like candies - A bowl partially full with candies.


Cmei's Lucky Candy - Candies with an additional touch of Cmei's Lucky Candy Cane. Just found out that, the candy cane has broke into 3 pieces. I didn't know until I saw the picture... What does this mean? Luck gone? :(


L'oreal Men Expert Hydra Energetic Detox Cleansing Foam - Focused on the product title, Hydra Energetic. My product for the product shot assignment. Full set of L'oreal Men Expert Hydra Energetic Facial Care... soon...


Uncle Flower - A character from a japanese cartoon series. 花老爷。。。
This is with the incandescent lighting... Yellowish...

Special thanks to Cmei, "educating" me on how to use Flickr.

Departing again...

我们又分开了。。。
三个礼拜, 不是很久也不是很短的时间。。。
我会想念你们，我的好朋友。。。
你自己知道你是谁。。。

We depart again,
3 weeks, not a long nor a short period,
I'll miss all of you, my best friends...
You know who you are...

3 weeks, what the hell can I do? Well... nothing much...
sleep, play, dream, sleep, play, dream... and it goes on and on and on...
Oh, did I forget to mention EAT? :P...

I'm off to play my Left 4 Dead...
Bwai, Luv ya all...

Lazy

I lost interest in blogging... LOL
I'll probably be back soon, since it's semester break soon...
That's the only time I'm free...

Free from everything...
Except "something"...

意义/Worth

我在你生活里真的没有意义吗？

当你面对困难，我尽我能力去帮你。
当你要去任何一个地方，我会尽我能力去跟随你.
当你伤心的时候, 我尽我能力守候在你身边.
当你生病的时候, 我能做的只有为你祈祷.
但你知道我的存在吗？

我可以一辈子陪你面对所有的困难，
你想要拥有的,我愿意给你。
可是我能给的，不是你想要拥有的。
对不起。

你是我爱的人，可是，不是我的爱人。
你是我爱的人，可是，你已经有了爱人。
我在你生活里真的没有意义吗？

Am I not worth being in your life?

When you face problems, I try my best to help you
When you want to go somewhere, I try my best to follow you
When you’re down, I try my best to be you
When you’re sick, all I could do is to pray for you
But do you realize my existence?

I could follow you and face all the obstacles in your life
Anything that I could give you, I’m willing to give
But the things you want, I could not provide it
I’m sorry.

You’re the one I loved, but you’re not my lover.
You’re the one I loved, but you’ve the one you loved.
Am I not worth being in your life?

我死心/It's over

我死心

我死心吧，
我会离开你，
让你幸福，
我不会变这么自私，
应为我喜欢你，
不代表你一定要喜欢我。

再见，
各位朋友，
我会想着你们，
我会偷偷看你们，
小小声问你们好不好，
可是，你们看不到我也听不到我的声音。

我在这个世界也没有意思了，
活下去也让我跟痛苦，
谢谢，至少你有当我是你的朋友。

It's over

It's over,
I'll leave you alone,
Let you search for your happiness,
I'm not that self-centered,
Just because I love you,
It doesn't mean that you have to love me.

Good bye,
My friends,
I'll always remember you,
I'll peek you guys when I'm free,
Softly ask if you're okay when I'm there,
But you'll never see or hear me.

Living in this world has no meaning anymore,
Even if I continue, I'll suffer,
Thank you, at least you're willing to treat me as your friend.

p.s.

我没有跟你讲过我很喜欢你，
可是，我也不敢讲，
是因为，我怕我们连朋友也不能做。

我不要，可是我不能。
你是**，我也***,
为什么我会喜欢你，
我自己也不明白。
我为什么会****？

我愿意/ I'm willing

我愿意

你/妳说，
要我做什么也好，
如果你遇到什么困难我愿意帮你，
我愿意。

我什么都愿意，
只不愿意你/妳把我当是普通朋友。

I'm willing

You asked for me,
To do whatever you want me to do,
To help you when you are encountering problems,
I'm willing to do so.

I'm willing to do anything,
Just that I'm not willing to accept that you only see me as your friend.

我不怪你/妳 - I'll never blame you

我不怪你/妳

我不怪你/妳，
做了什么错，
你/妳也不想的，
不要紧，我原谅你/妳。

要怪也怪我自己，
不会想，
不会做，
不会牺牲，
怪自己那么笨。

什么事也好，
我也不会怪你/妳...


I'll never blame you

I won't blame you,
Whatever that you've done wrong,
You never did it on purpose,
It's okay, I'll forgive you.

If it has to be blamed,
blame it on me, for,
not able to think,
not able to do,
not able to sacrifice,
blame myself for being so stupid.

Whatever it is,
I'll never blame you.

我跟他/她不一樣吗?/Am I that different?

我跟他/她不一樣吗?

每天，我想着你/妳。
可是你/妳就跟他/她谈天，
你/妳跟他，
谈话的语气也都跟我一模一样。

我想着你/妳，
想跟你/妳谈天，
想跟你/妳一起，
想你/妳在我身边，
可是，我跟他/她不一樣吗?

Am I that different

Everyday, I think about you.
But, you always talk to him/her,

With him/her,
The ways you talk differ than how you talk to me.

I think about you,
Wish to talk to you,
Wish to go out with you,
Wishing for you to be by my side,
But, am I really that different than him/her?

我能吗？/ Could I?

我能吗？

我们是两个世界的人。
谈话也不一样，
两个不同的语言，
我要跟你谈天，
可是，我能吗？

我怕，
我爬，
我想，
我要，
可是，我能吗？

Could I?

We are from two different worlds,
The way we talk differs,
Two languages that are not known to each other,
I wish to have a little chat with you,
Even a little, but could I?

I climb,
I try,
I hope,
I wish,
But, could I?

My first chinese poem... Written and translated by myself also...

Breathe In, Breathe Out

LOL! My topic has nothing to do about me giving birth or anything similar. As if I can give birth. Anyways I'm currently suffering from an asthma attack. It usually happens when I breathe in not-so-clean air or dust. I'm really allergic to those. I'll start to sneeze non-stop and an asthma attack will occur but I don't think I involve myself in any of those earlier.

I'm sneezing like mad now while typing out this post, having breathing difficulty.

I hate History of Art and Design, the subject and the person who teaches it, SERIOUSLY! Oh god, she's so stupid, has some kind of freaking attitude, shouty voice and everything bad! ARGH! I just SO hate her-lah! Pissing off. I was rushing for the essay yesterday night, just to find out that she'll be busy tomorrow, which means no presentation. WTF-lah? She's full of nonsense, today she started the lecture without lecture notes for us, OK fine! Then she asked Alicia to go and get the lecture notes at PC, but we are in PG! It's like 10 minutes walk from PG to PC, meaning 20 minutes to get back the lecture hall. She didn't tell us how much we have to pay for the notes or what we have to take. So, I thought one stack only, which means today's lecture note. I asked Hui Fang to fetch me there and get the notes cause Alicia and I parked in Jaya One, don't want to waste RM2 just to go in and come out again. When I reached there, I was so shocked to see 2 boxes of notes and a total amount of RM299.40. I only have RM100 in my wallet. So f***ing furious that time, almost exploded because that b***h didn't even say anything. I called Alicia to come and take the notes and bring the money. Wasted-lah her parking fee. Went into the class with that damn 'mm song' face looking at her. Not enough of the misery, lecture notes was already brought into the class, she didn't even bother to take the time to pass out the notes until the break time. STUPID, OK?!

READ THIS!
NO ONE WAS LISTENING TO YOUR LECTURE OK?
I DOUBT ANYONE REMEMBERS ANYTHING YOU SAID!

Breathe... Must not get too furious, later die from suffocation.

Probably some good news for myself, I probably get a new phone for myself with 3G functions. Okay, I admit, I'm a bit outdated. I'm not wealthy, can't afford anything. This phone is also an offer offered by Maxis for registering a new line. This is a bad news for me, which means I'll have to change number. I got like I-don't-know-how-many-hundred friends to inform. So, should I change or should I not? Still making decision. Hahaha... If I decided to get that, you guys can video-call-me already! I can see you and you can see me! YAY!

Learn more stuff in Desktop Publishing II today. Let's see, Mesh tool and 3D Revolve tool. Seriously cool-lah wieh! According to T4, their tutor didn't teach them these stuff, why? I kinda like their tutor and I was so envy that she was teaching T4. But now, I feel sad for them. I teach you all-lah kay? =P

Need to start doing DTP II first assignment already, designing 3 postcards. One of my sketches was chosen which is the Petronas Twin Tower, I bet I'll have hard time making that ONE postcard.

For some reason, I started to breathe normally now. Probably because I released all my anger here earlier. LOL!

Adios!

Walking on the memories

Went out with my foundation friends today, we planned this gathering for like I-don't-know-how-many-months. One year has passed since our last meeting/gathering, now I'm already in Year 2. So many things had happened last year that I don't even know about and I happen to find out all today, it's too much to handle so many shocking news.

Everyone changed, by their looks, the way they talk, and you know what? I don't even realize that they are my age. I'm too used to being the "youngest" in my course.

Today was an 'okay' day in UTAR. There's something I wouldn't forget for probably my entire semester. One of my favourite lecturers, Ms Emelia, asked me a weird question. She asked if I was from tutorial 3! Oh My God! How could she forget me?! Nooo... But then, if she doesn't remember I'm from Tutorial 3, and then who's the class representative for Tutorial 3? Freaky...

Ms Ida is a quite okay to me, well, humble and nice. It will take sometime for her to replace Ms Clare Tan in my heart. LOL! I don't love her but I just like her. I learn that blending tool which is extremely cool. I didn't know Illustrator can do such a thing.

I shall keep all my foundation secrets to myself. I'm very tired now.
I'm going to sleep. Good night.


Took this picture from the sticker kiosk. There are 2 more pictures and I'm waiting for Hwee Ling to send it to me!

Totally random
God, please help me...
Am I born to be like this? Can't I really change?
Or is it my destiny or fate to be like this?

I've been tagged!

Was forced told to...

Real name: Gan Jay Han
Nickname: Revolution, Jay Jay, Ryan
Married: Let's see... I don't even remember...
Zodiac Sign: Aries
Male or Female: Non-existence! LOL!

High School: SMK Methodist A.C.S Klang
College: UTAR
Short or long hair: Short
Are you a health freak?: Well, sometimes... but normally No!
Height: 175cm, 5"9 maybe
Do you have a crush on someone?: Hahaha... Yea! Both male and female! >:| *evil grins*
Do you like yourself?: Er, I'm born like this... So I can't choose...
Piercings: None!
Righty of lefty: Righty!

FIRST*
First surgery: I think it was my tougue, something grew in there when I was 6.
First piercing(s): None...
First best friend: Everyone is my best friend. It's either best friend or enemy only!
First award: Pelajar Terbaik! XD, Seriously, I'm not joking!
First sport you joined: Never liked sports, that's why I'm so fat! LOL
First pet: Should be that unwanted Shin Tzu outside my house now.
First vacation: Err... Genting, I think... with my late father and family.
First concert: Malaysian Idol! JACLYN VICTOR!
First crush: I don't remember lah. - Not telling because it's part of the Penang confession session! Everything said in that room must not leaked! -

CURRENTLY*
Doing: Blogging this thingy!
Eating: Sisa-sisa makanan yang ada kat celah gigi...
Drinking: My own saliva - Copied from 20! XD -
I’m about to: Fall asleep, too boring!

YOUR FUTURE*
Wants kids: Hmm... 100, who's willing to give birth to this amount, contact me please!
Want to get married: Don't know-lah!
Careers in mind: As long as the job pays me 4 figures that are reaching 5 figures!

WHICH ONE IS BETTER*
Lips or eyes: Eyes!
Hugs or kisses: Kisses!
Shorter or taller: In between!
Romantic or spontaneous: Who cares? Both also has its advantages.
Nice stomach or nice arms: Not important.
Trouble maker or hesitant: Don't trouble me!

HAVE YOU EVER*
Kissed a stranger: Never.
Drank bubbles: WTH?!
Lost glasses or contacts: Never.
Run away from home: Planned but never succeeded.
Liked someone younger: Hmm... Yea...
Liked someone older: I think so...
Broken someone’s heart: As far as I know, none.
Been arrested: Nope!
Turned someone down: Don't remember.
Cried when someone died: Of course la wieh! Own family member died, takkan LAUGH?
Liked a friend: I like everyone! =)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN*
Yourself: Almost never, I looked down on myself.
Miracles: Yes!
Love at first sight: Yes Yes Yes Yes!
Heaven: Nope.
Sex on the first date: Maybe!
Angels: Nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY*
Is there one person you want to be with right now: Maybe yes, maybe no!
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time: I only have one heart meaning I'll only love one person at one time!
Do you believe in God: Sometimes, when something miraculously happened.

People I tag:

Yee Leng already tagged those I know, so I don't need to type already!
Go to her blog and see if you've been tagged!

Regeneration

Well, it seems like years since I last update this blog. I doubt anyone actually remember the existence of this blog.

A few reasons why I thought of re-blogging, the first and utmost is because Ms Yuen, my Interactive Multimedia lecturer told us to blog. The others would be a few of my friends who frequently asking me to update my blog.

Nothing much, I could blog about for the past few months and blog about my Penang trip, but I'm too lazy. Overall would be that, we learn more about one or another. Secrets were shared, maybe not secrets. Feelings!

Now, I'm frustrating about my Packaging Design's product, supposed to choose a typical Malaysian snack food, which I have no idea what it is. I have a few choices but I don't know whether it'll work. What if I chose that and I can't come out with a nice design? I want to maintain my CGPA!

I'd hate History for all my life, and now there's History of Arts and Design I, OMG! There's II as well, I hope I don't fail this freaking subject because I'd never pass History, even in SPM. I failed. LOL! And I'm still proud of it! The lecturer, Oh My God! I think I'll fail!

To get good results, you need to 'LOVE' the subject and also 'LOVE' whoever that is teaching it. But, I don't 'LOVE' any of them!

I do love something this semester! My group mates, it was randomly picked by a drawing of numbers. Coincidentally, and this is really cute! My surname is Gan, Sin Nee's surname is Gan also, but we are not brother and sister. Kean Yew's surname is Tan, Chee Pan's surname is Tan too! And they are not brothers. The combination of surnames will be, Gan Gan Tan Tan. (It was really placed like this, freaky though) When you actually read the combination of the surnames in Cantonese, it'll be Simple and Easy!

I wish to stick to this group for all the assignments this semester! I don't want to change!
I DON'T CARE! I DON'T WANT! READ MY LIPS!

I!!!
DON'T!!!
WANT!!!

OK-lah, I'm going to do my research on the freaking subject! Bwai...

Transfering from one to another

Phew... today was a mess. I totally screwed up my PC earlier.

All I wanted was to reformat it but without a rebootable disc, it is impossible. So I thought maybe I could like install one Windows XP in one of my hard drives and then format C:\ drive. I have 2 hard drives, C:\ and D:\ , so I installed it and run D:\ drive's Windows XP.

God, everything is like gone. Graphic Card drivers, Sound Card drivers... All GONE! Well, I did freaked out because the display is freaking creepy. See this!

Eww, the colour is so disgusting. Feels like puking soon.

Tried formatting the C:\ drive but some errors appeared saying some program is being used. Argh, damn! Fortunately, I can online from that new Windows XP. No Windows Live Messenger but there's Windows Messenger and I logged in and ask Yao Ding for help! *laughs* Tried everything I could but still no progress and then I saw something scary which is going to make me have nightmares tonight.

Oh My God! GHOSTS! *screams*

Hahaha... That's the effect of a computer without a graphic card. Mine was without it's driver which will also have the same effect. That's when I realised that new Windows XP doesn't have the driver. I opened up Internet Explorer and typed Yahoo!'s URL but then it crashes for nothing. I was going to freak out already because if I can't search for the driver, I'm so dead. Thanks to Google.com which didn't crashed the IE on me.

Got all the drivers and stuffs but there's another problem I can't format C:\ drive. So, I tried deleting folder by folder which took me almost 30 mins. So many folders , so many stuffs. No wonder the whole computer is so slow. But it pays off, I'm currently LAG-FREE. Not for long, I guess.

After deleting everything in C:\ drive,installing Windows XP, drivers and other appropriate stuffs, I have a new PC, yay to me! Y ^_^ Y!

Choo Yen's Windows Live Messenger installer file is so outdated. Every installer from her is outdated from WLM to WLM Plus and BitComet. LOL! Kinda sad because after installing the latest WLM, I found out that all my DP is gone. My lovely display pictures! *sobs*

Installed all needed stuffs already, Adobe Photoshop, Adobe Illustrator and Windows Live Messenger. There's another one I have yet to download, which is the Microsoft Office. Have to wait for my BitComet to download finish first. *sighs*

Well I guess that's all for today. I'll be enjoying my "new" PC now.

Restarting...

I guess it's time to re-blog AGAIN. I don't even remember this is my how-many-times-I've-reblog article. Probably the 5th? The 8th? Or maybe the 21st? Argh, whatever... It's not important. As long I have the passion to continue.

Say, where should I start? It's been 3 months, almost 4 months to be exact. I've gone through so many things these few months. Made a lot of friends in that short period of time. Well, I guess I won't be blogging about what happen last few months, it will be like a massive article which is endless.

Ugly Betty Season 2 is out already and on the run. I just love this show so much and so eager to watch Season 2 when Season 1 ended with a cliffhanger and until yesterday Choo Yen told me Ugly ChooYen (Ooops.. "Tersasul"-lah") Ugly Betty Season 2 is out. The first thing that went through my mind was TORRENT! To my surprise, it's already in Episode 5 which means I've been left out for 5 weeks (and you too, Choo Yen).

I've been so excited and apparently I've type -Ugly Better Season 2 IS OUT!- as my personal message in MSN. "Malu" shit! I woke up this morning around 9a.m. and saw this particular message which I was received around 10p.m. last night.

(10:53 PM) lOvE dEmoN: ugly betty or ugly better?

Goodness, embarrassing! And today, I've watched all 5 episodes. Can't wait for the end of the week when Episode 6 will be released. By the way, that's from Jackson.

I tried to do some Adobe Illustrator homework that Asir asked me to do. For the sake of god, how the hell do you make the curve so perfect? It's merely impossible. I have to put my face on the screen to make my first logo perfect and that's because it only uses lines. I'm going to be blind if I continue to do all the logo like that. So pissed off with Illustrator now and not going to touch that stupid program until my anger fades away.

That's all for today, I guess.

P.S. Yao Ding said I add spices to my blog. I don't add anything irrelevant, and it's PURELY NATURAL! *laughs* He also mentioned that I imagine something wild, erotic and farfetch which I'm not going to tell YOU!